✖Older posts located in archive below.✖
Sunday, June 29, 2008
An ache so intense that it turned me to vulgar.
So how should I react?
You tell me what you want to see from me and I'll act the way you wanted it to be.
So is it still meant to be?
Beats me.
Am I so hard to get along with?
You tell me~
Friday, June 27, 2008
Finally the MSTs are over!
One less stress on my mind.
But then there's the result of the MSTs...
BUT WHO CARES~ ;/
I've been thinking about poly...
I guess after 1 term of studying there...
I learnt 3 things.
Pool, Bowling, Initial D...
All in SPGG.
I guess thats the only area the teachings went thru to my head.
Modules learnt = 0.
Now MSTs are over...
Time to concentrate on my FFTA2!
It's pretty confusing for me,
never was a fan of SRPG...
just too many things to consider.
Such games should be played on emulators,
needs loads of resetting.
Ghost Whisperer today was okay...
Kinda lost interest...and the problems arising i don't like.
Looking forward to House M.D thou...
HELLO SICK PEOPLE!
sadist. I like.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
The Things Vashie do everyday.
Every morning when vashie wakes up...
He ons his laptop and began stoning infront of the laptop...
Occasionally he would touch his mouse a bit...Rarely would anyone chat with him, this pic is a classic example of a incoming message being a virus instead of chat.
When he gets bored enough, he would turn to his NDS for a bit of entertainment...
But often the complexity of the games turns him off,
so he would decides to take a short nap...
Sometimes Vashie would find interest in watching tv...
For awhile only thou...
Just a side note: Staying at home means hunger for vashie...
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Final Fantasy Tactics Advance 2: Grimoire of the Rift
IS FINALLY OUT!
The name is so long...haha.
Few hundred hours can be placed into this game easily!
Long lasting game if never get sick of it.
Time to get wasted on this game!
hoho.
LUSO...@_@
Anyway...maths is hopeless~
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
I've been having some epic and awesome dreams recently.
Which contributes to the reason why I sleep more and more.
Life in dreams is like a drama,
with highs and lows.
How I wish I could live in dreams.
hoho.
I forgotten what I wanna write about in this post...lolx.
Later~
Emo can be a genre of music, a type of dressing.
Emo is a choice, of cus I choosed to be.
nobody is borned to be a emo.
Again...it happened again.
Concluded I nv read, dun bother to understand.
Did I really didn't read?
Or did you restrict ur mind to think that I didn't?
F is all about emo,
but emo is not all about F~
Having trama stress, doesn't warrent you to be able to get angry with me when I'm just trying to understand something.
"Pls be as understanding as u can, like hw u wanted me to be. Y all these? U wont listen anyway."
Why say something when you already concluded.
I try to be understanding but you only get angry when I say and say things.
Giving explaination is to let you understand me, but you only get angry.
the how many times you say this...
did you really say anything to clear up things?
or did you just scold me and ask me to shut up then go MIA.
90% of the time you leave me with a bunch of anger and full of clueless.
I stayed on to wait for u to explain things for me to understand,
but instead you go MIA.
I keep thinking and thinking...and I still don't get it.
DO I REALLY DUN CARE?
or are you restricting me from caring.
Anyway, I write my post, of cus it would seem like it's all about me.
It's always me...because you dun explain urself to me.
seriously...I still dun get what is making you angry in the first place.
and I also don't get why you get even more angry when I ask things and say how I feel in a blog of me. of cus i write about my feeling more.
it's my blog for pete's sake.
Explain yourself if you want me to understand you.
listen when I explain myself so you would understand why I am behaving like that.
can't things be this simple?
talk when suppose to instead of leaving,
listen when supposed to so won't misunderstand.
things can't be simpler.
Monday, June 23, 2008
I really did try already...
why are you still getting angry so easily?
Further more,
Getting angry for reasons I don't know.
Why can't you try and explain things more clearer
Instead of flaring up when I don't know what's happening.
Your recent growing habit of blacklisting me for not going to the links u given really disturbs me much.
I swear I visited most (if not, all), of your links you given me.
And everytime I hear you saying I nv visit your link, which I did, I get disappointed that you have so little faith in me.
I tried and you turn a blind eye.
I stop trying and you conclude I'm always liddat.
What more do you want me to do?
Explainations don't work, you only get more irritated.
What else can I say? when I can't say anything at all?
What else can I do...
To become someone good enough
for you.
What do you want me to do,
How do you wan me to react,
Or do you just wan me out of your life...
Completely.
Do I really don't care...
or is it that I'm restricted from caring.
Go figure.
To want someone to understand you,
you must first open yourself up to let people in,
so that they can know you and understand the things which is going on in you...
and then the care would start.
I'm sorry for not being perfect...
I just can't seems to be one.
I got my driving license today...but behind part damaged!
unlucky.
Gonna kill myself!
;/
Today exams,
Java.
Know half, half donno.
I do 4 qns, end up folder only got 3.
what the hell.
Unlucky.
Tomorrow COS exams...
nv touch at all.
hoho.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Holidays is officially over.
School starts tomorrow.
MID SEM TEST whole week next week.
Not one bit of revision touched.
Slept through holidays.
At least...Projects were rushed out before deadline.
Nobody likes exams, me included.
Quit school if I need to retake any module.
Especially Maths.
I dread going to school.
Emo shyt.
I DIE.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
HOLIDAYS ARE OVER!
MID SEM TEST COMING RITE UP!
STUDIES NOT DONE!
JPRG, COS, MATHS, ISE...
ALL I HAVEN'T STARTED TO REVISE.
CLUELESS ON EVERYTHING.
...
SO...IT'S BACK TO MY NDS TIME!
HECK POLY.
Friday, June 20, 2008
SCHOOL SUCKS!
not every school sucks thou...
JUST POLY SUCKS.
The worst days of my life is now.
I feel so sick of school that I can just die rite now.
If not for family, I won't wanna study~
I WAN A CAREFREE LIFE!
...and someone who understands me for who I am.
