✖Older posts located in archive below.✖
Monday, August 25, 2008
Lonely in the night...

Soft toys ain't that responsive during the nite...
They seems to idle their time away...
I am lonely in the nite...
Alone at home...

Sunday, August 24, 2008
Days of our life...


Thursday, August 21, 2008
Emo Bear's time to blog!

Harow chu orh peaps!
Makmak ish blorgin chuday~ :DD
Vashie ish bizee hweeth skoool hwok hweecently...
sumting bout EXAMS chamming.
soh it"z mua teng chu blorg!
heehee~

Vashie houd bee bak hafter Aug!
sapport Vashie"s exams!
gogo Vashie~ :))

Sorwee fer bad spelwings...hee~


Vashie:"What's the fastest and easiest way to know a girl?"
LL:"Right click."
Vashie *Stunned*.
If life could be so simple...I would be on the moon! lolx.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008
HeadPhone Craze!!!! o.Oo.OO.oo.OO.o

I WANNA BUY LOTS OF HEADPHONES!!
@_@

Tuesday, August 19, 2008
F1 Night Race...WTH I WORK AT MORNING?!

I got selected to work for F1 this year!
It was kind of unexpected...
because I didn't expected it!
lolx.

Kind of saddening la...
I don't wanna work alone.
I work in the morning LL work at nite.

A world that only has me and my bear.

The first ever photo of emo bear and a human together.
From the start Emo Bear likes the lime light already.
Haha.

From now onwards,
I only have Emo Bear by my side.
No one else.

It's small things like this which hurts me the most.
I don't think you will ever realise about things like these.
I'm a sensitive person.
The blog is about my life,
and you're asking me to remove you from my life.

Who in the world let fear control their life?
...Who else in the world let their DREAMS control their life?
Dreams = sleeping dreams, not ambitions.

I think thats about enough for me already.
I had enough.

what words can one use when 'i love you' just doesn't cut it anymore?

I happened to dropped by a website which shows 56 reasons why I Love You.
Made me realise...
Over the years, the amount of stress built up,
has caused me to lose sight of what I used to be.
Things I do in the past, I don't do it now already.
Maybe I'm just tired,
or maybe I'm the one who is numb by everything.
...or just that I take things for granted.

The list reminds me of the things I'm missing now...
Things which makes me be a good and responsible boyfriend.
Things which I so wanted to feel and not felt before...
or not felt for a very long time already.
The list just reminded me all the things which has happened in the past few years...
It made me teared.

As the time goes by in the relationship...
Must things really need to change?
Can't it always stays the same?
Getting envied at other couples I saw on the street when I myself is in another relationship...
It's a weird feeling.
Maybe the crucial part of the relationship disappeared somewhere along the route.

Sharing the reasons with you readers...
Reasons I Love You:
1) The way you stand by my side
2) The times you make sure nothing will harm me
3) How you always find a new way to "WoW" me
4) When I'm sad, you take the pain away with a joke
5) How you always look deep into my eyes
6) How you can make my heart melt with your soft lips
7) The way you hold my hand so tight
8) The way you never let my hands go
8) How you always watch out for me
9) They way you make sure I have everything I need
10) How you always know what to say when I get mad at you
11) When you buy me things out of the blue
12) How you say the cutest things over and over and never gets old
13) The way you play with my hair when I'm falling asleep
14) The way you stare at me as if I am the most handsome guy in the world!
15) The times when you where determind for me not to be mad at you anymore
16) The way you look when I get all dressed up
17) The smile you give after I'm done kissing you
18) The way you act like a dork but make me laugh
19) The way your not embarrased to say or do anything in front of me
20) How you can just defend me and not be scared
21) They way you walk when you get sad!!
22) The look you make when you get jealous
23) When Im feeling the worst, you make me feel the happiest
24) The way you sing to be all cheesy
25) How you can just drive hours to see me for a day
26) How you always finish my sentences
27) How your the only one who thinks im NOT weird
28) How your the only one who gets my joke... and laughs
29) The way we play stupid games, but you play anyways
30) How I can never hate you
31) How you love me like no other
32) The way you touch me as if I might break
33) How you tell me long stories that have no meaning, but you know I'll listen anyway
34) How you listen to me talk for hours
35) How you forgive me when I do wrong
36) How you hardly ever get mad at me
37) The way you look after I say I love you
38) How times it seems like we're the only ones here
39) the way your not embarrased to call me sweet things in front of anyone
40) The way you call me every freakin minute
41) The way you always find a way to see me or talk to me
42) How you put ME before you friends
43) How you would do anything I say
44) The way you get my attention
45) The way I turn you on, without me doing anything
46) How you can just speak your mind
47) How your not afraid to tell me your feelings
48) How you can cry in front of me with out being shy or embarassed
49) How you can diss parties to just stay home with me all night
50) How we talk on the phone all night
51) How we both get along so well
52) The way you spend all your money to buy calling cards for me
53) The way we're so much alike!!
54) How you make me feel when I think I'm nothing
55) the way you inspire me with your thoughts and emotions!!!!

There are two 8 in the list.

I'm sorry that I lost sight of being a good boyfriend.
So much has happened,
I don't know how to be a good boyfriend anymore.
I'm tired.

Monday, August 18, 2008
STOP OR I'LL JUMP!

AHHH SICK!
I don't like the counter...randomly jump by the hundred
Jump especially when I nv update.
Some prankster is playing punk with me!

I WARNED YOU!
Stop it or I'll jump!!

Today went out to "study".
Ended up watched Money Not Enough 2.
It was super nice and touching
I cried.
But they itchy add in comical effect at serious parts
Spoil the mood!

Emo Bear wanted to take a picture with Wall-E
Emo Bear:"Wow...it's so big!! Vashie picture pls~~!"
Vashie:"okok..." EmoBear:"*Points* =/"

... Then there is the emo bear which wanna be the extra Main Lead along with the 2 guys.
Emo Bear:"*pats on shoulder*"


Saturday, August 16, 2008
EH...WHY YOU SO LIDDAT?

Vashie:"WHAT'S THAT OVER THERE!"
Emo Bear:"Huh...?"
*Takes photo*
Emo Bear:" >;l "
Vashie:"hahahaha...~"

Anyway...Why my counter so weird de?! from 200+ count become 600 count in...2 days?
I think is either Emo Bear is famous...
Or the counter is broken.
My previous blogs don't get so many hits.
As I said...If you drop by, leave a tag...
So that I won't think the counter is broken!

Exams coming soon...
NEXT WEEK!
MUGGER MODE LIAO.
...I WISH!

-Counter 685-

Thursday, August 14, 2008
Emo Bear in HD! haha

EDITTED.
Finally got time to update blog...busy and lazy past few days...haha.
Emo Bear finally looks more handsome after taking out the camera sticker!

Safely in pocket! HD version! haha
Emo Bear:" :p~ "Vashie and Emo Bear together~Vashie *Sad face like emo bear*
Emo Bear:"eh...?@_@"

Emo Bear:"Hey it's her! what's she doing? Let's take a closer look!"

Emo bear:"...Am I close enuff?"
Vashie:" -_-' ...Yes."

Emo Bear:"Look! thats...pink ice! what's that?? @_@"
Vashie:"Thats Ice Kachang! haha~"

Emo Bear:"...AM I CLOSE ENOUGH?? XD~"
Elyn:"Grrrrr...."

Elyn:"HIYAH! Teach you for stealing lime light!"
Emo Bear:"AHHHHHH!!! OKOK SORRY!! >_Elyn:"YEA! ^^"

Emo Bear:"I think I wetted myself...need...tissue...lots!"Vashie:"LET ME HELP YOU!"
Emo Bear:"NOOOOOOOoooooo...I don't mean whole packet! =("
Vashie:"haha~ =P"Emo Bear:"*Grunts*"
Thats Afternoon happenings...
Brought Emo Bear to Sakae Sushi in the evening...Emo Bear:"Wow! So much plates!"
Vashie:"You eat so much!"
Emo Bear:"NOT ME!!! >;/"Emo Bear:"HEY! What's that green brownish thing in the plate??"
Vashie:"Thats the best thing on Earth!"*Takes a closer look*
Emo Bear:"Erm....I think I'll pass..." *Kisses Vashie*
Emo Bear:"I love my owners!!! :D "Emo Bear:"Thanks for taking me out on adventures!"
Vashie:"Yea...you keep me company when I'm alone outside~"

*Smiles*

I think I'm gonna wash Emo Bear again...he's getting dirty. =(

On a side note...
I hope things between us won't be so strained always...
words you said really makes me don't feel like talking.
Because you always tend to misunderstand my words.

-290 counter-


Monday, August 11, 2008
HIGH DEF EMO BEAR! ...almost! XD

EDITTED. Due to popular demand of emo bear adventures...
IT'S "ALMOST" HIGH DEF NOW!
...ALMOST! haha~
Finally tore out the plastic cover which makes the camera blur.
To my amazement...the quality of my phone cam is quite good!
I donno why my blog counter randomly jumps a few tenth from time to time.
But what the hell~ I like to update emo bear adventures!

I am very satisfied with the quality of the pictures now...
will make me take more pictures from now on!

Emo Bear:"Yippie! More pictures of me! ^-^ "
Yaya...shall update today's emo bear adventures tomorrow!

Emo Bear by original birthname...makmak.
Don't ask me why...

Oh yea...Daniel made me a NPC in his RO server! Emo Bear included! lolx!
-Counter count 235-

Thursday, August 7, 2008
Safe in pocket!

This is vashie...the care taker of Emo Bear.Everyday, Vashie diligently brings Emo Bear along with him to school.
In return for the daily adventures, Emo Bear looks after Vashie's wallet closely.
Because Emo Bear is always hanging around outside Vashie's pocket while travelling,
Emo Bear is vulnerable to daily dirt and other dirty stuff which will make EBear dirty.
In times like this, Emo Bear would hop into Vashie's pocket to avoid getting it's feet dirty!
Emo Bear:" hee~ :P" ...Just some random picture.

Just on a side note...
I'm wondering why is my counter jumping so much...
If you visit my blog...just drop by a message to me...
Emo Bear:"or me!!!!!! XD! "
So that I would bother to update this blog often...haha.
The Adventures of Emo Bear and Vashie!

Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Journey to Jack's place!

EDITTED.
The curious Emo Bear went with me on a trip to Jack's place yesterday~
Emo Bear likes to take pictures!Emo Bear:"WELCOME TO JACK'S PLACE! hehehe~ =P"
Vashie:"But....thats...a packet of sugar!! ...-_- "
Emo Bear:" =( "
Emo Bear:"Hey...quick!! I wanna take pic with her!"
Vashie:"okok...but she don't even wanna be bothered by you!"
Emo Bear:"=( "Emo Bear:"Hey hey! so many stuff here! cool...@_@"Emo Bear:"Jack's place Chilli Sauce! @_@"
Vashie:"Let me guess...Photo rite??"
Emo Bear:"hehe....hey what's that??"Emo Bear:"Thats...sharp stuff!!"
Vashie:"Heh....imagine....heh...!"
Emo Bear:"huh....!!"
*Pokes Knife*
Emo Bear:"ahhhhhhhhhhh...~>_<~"

Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Not lonely on birthday...

Class photo taken this afternoon...
Bear is in the photo! haha~
Emo Bear is more of a camwhore than me!
Today is handing up of project day...Java half done, ISE individual done.
I didn't hear about the meeting for ISE group today...so I missed it.
Sadden...I never contributed much. =(
Get a pass I happy le ba...haiz.
I bought my cap today...kind of disappointed.
Maybe tomorrow I go walk around in search of a companion for Emo Bear...
Some soft toy small enough so I can attach to my cap! haha
See how first ba...tomorrow.
I must thanks Michael, rubern and esmund to cover up the rest of the work overnite.
Thanks ar, I cannot stay out on last min's notice!
My blog counter is jumping quite a bit...
some people is visiting my blog...or a certain person keep press refresh only to make me happy.
lolx.
On this lonely birthday night, I'm not alone!
Cause Emo Bear is always with me...and so does my other soft toys!
Haha...YEP! OTHER SOFT TOYS~ XD

Friday, August 1, 2008
RUN BEAR! RUN!!!

My bear is currently in some form of danger...
Danger of being abused in SP!
Posters had been set up by people in SP to warn Emo Bear about the animal abuser.

The Abuser's face is hidden to prevent the person who placed the notice from being abused!
Emo Bear:"Omg! Better take note from now on...Don't leave me lying alone at all times!"
Vashie:"Okok...I will look after you closely~ Promise!"
Emo bear:" *Smiles* :)) ~"


Emo Bear:"wow...the gun is BIG!"

RUN BEAR! RUN!!!!