Do you feel that out relationship is strained nowadays?
After some time,
I think you should have seen the negative side of me,
Do you have regrets?
Do you feel disappointed?
Like a sweet turned sour in the center.
I've always never been someone who can give positive support to someone,
Or give any encouraging words.
Reality is cruel,
And I don't think by saying anything nice would change the situation.
So why not listen to harsh words,
Accept the negative of life and move on.
I find myself being quite self centered also,
Not being able to commit myself to people for anything big or small.
I need someone who is independent,
And being together is just for the sake of being together.
And nothing else matters when being together.
The world just consist of the two of us.
Everyone has their fair share of problems,
I don't think a relationship is for anyone to pour the problems on each others.
It's okay to share,
But everything has a limit.
if you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
if you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
if you get 11-20, you are normal.
if you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
people who don’t have any are full of crap.
Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.
I fear ...
[ ] black people
[x ] the dark
[x ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[x ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
total so far: 3
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[x ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
total so far: 3
[ ] rain
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x ] being robbed/mugged
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[x ] dolls
[x ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes
total so far: 4
[ ] hurricanes
[x ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x ] ghosts
[x ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up, old
total so far: 4
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[x ]not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
total: 15
125 questions
1)Are you really ready for 125 questions?
- Not really.
2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
- No
4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
- Xue er
5) Do you regret it?
- nope
6) Have you ever been depressed?
- yes
7) Are you a boy or girl?
- boy
9) What is your relationship status?
- Healthy? taken?
10) How do you want to die?
- To be killed by a falling piano.
11) What did you last eat?
- Favourite Wanton Mee.
12) Played any sports?
- Not recently.
13) Do you bite your nails ?
- Yes.
14) When was your last physical fight?
- Nong nong ago.
15) Do you have an attitude?
- Yes.
16) Do you like someone?
- yes.
17) What is your real name?
- Edwin.
19) Are you gonna get high later ?
- HIIIIIIIIIIIIIgh.
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
- no.
21) Do you miss someone?
- YES.
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
- twirl
23) Do you tan a lot?
- no
24) Have any pets?
- no
25) How exactly are you feeling?
- bored
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
- no. don't dirty car.
27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
- =/
28) Would you take any of your exes back?
- conditions apply.
29) Are you scared of spiders?
- scared of killing/catching it.
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
- I have a time machine...@_@
31) Do you regret anything from your past?
- Yes.
32) What are your plans for this weekend?
- Not sure.
33) Do you want to have kids?
- yes, 2.
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
- @_@...YES~
35) Do you type fast?
- itypeveryfastwillforgetotpressspacebaronelehhowahialsowillforget
toputallthosepunctuationmarksinthesentencesnormallyidonttypereallyfast
36) Do you have piercings? How many?
- have, 1.
37) Want any more?
- yes, 1 more.
38) Can you spell well?
- okay la.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
- past friends which lost contact.
40) What are you craving right now?
- lemon sorbet.
41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
- bonfire have...party not exactly.
43) Have you ever been on a horse?
- no.
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
- no.
45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
- yes.
46) Have you ever been cheated on?
- Don't think so.
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
- yes.
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
- YES! I won't wanna marry my brother. =/
50) What should you be doing ?
- Holiday-ing
51) What’s irritating you right now?
- Wallet.
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
- yes
53) Does somebody love you?
- I sure hope so. =/
54) What is your favorite color ?
- Currently, Red.
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- No.
57) Do you have trust issues?
- yes.
60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- not bad.
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
- maybe
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- private.
64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
- nope
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
- forgive
66) Is this year the best year of your life?
- Donno
67) What was your child hood nickname?
- xiao b.
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
- no. privacy.
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
- no.
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
- eat breakfast.
73) What is bothering you?
- Wallet, holiday, GEMs.
74) Have you ever been out of your province?
- I think so.
75) Do you play the Wii?
- rarely.
76) Are you listening to music right now?
-yes 张信哲 - 信仰
77) Do you like Chinese food?
- Chinese like chinese food.
78) Do you know your fathers b- day?
- No.
79) Are you afraid of the dark?
- Yes
80) Is cheating ever okay?
- Fairness is important.
81) Are you mean?
- yes
82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
- Sure.
84) Do you believe in true love?
- I believe.
88) Do you like the outside?
- so-so
89) Are you currently bored?
- yes
90) Do you wanna get married?
- yes
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
- Must see who.
92) Are you hungry?
- Just eaten
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
- not sure.
94) What makes you happy?
- what makes me happy? who need to know, should know.
95) Would you change your name?
- Yes. Ed.
96) Ever been to Alaska?
- nope
97) Is there someone you wanna kiss?
- yes.
98) Do you watch the news?
- sometimes
99) What’ s your zodiac sign?
- which one...Dragon? Leo?
100) Do you like Subway?
- Sandwich yes, train no.
101) Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- yes.
102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
- like back? lolx. Like only not love.
103) Do you talk like your friends?
- your friend your friend...influence sure have a bit.
105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
- yes.
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
- yes.
107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
- mum? lolx.
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
- yes. break up.
109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
- not sure.
110) Favorite lyrics right now?
- 张信哲 - 爱如潮水
111) Can you count to one milywh...but too lazy, it would take to long, and dont have the patience
- to one milywh...?
112) Do you have anything to say to someone?
- tell someone i said anything.
113) Have you ever talked about marriage with someone?
- yes.
114) Would you take your most recent ex back if [s]he had sex with someone else?
- what?
115) Do you pluck your eyebrows?
- no
116) Do you keep things that remind you of your ex?
- I don't toss things.
117) Do you keep a photo of your girlfriend/boyfriend on you at all times?
- yes.
118) Have you ever been to the hospital?
- yes.
119) For what?
- hospital stuff. 3 stitches on knee.
120) Last vacation you went on with a girlfriend/boyfriend?
- coasta sands? lolx.
121) Do you miss someone?
- yes
122) Are you mad at anyone?
- no
123) What song or movie reminds you of your ex?
- Just like Heaven.
124) Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can talk to?
- yes
125) Do you have anything you want to say to someone?
- tell someone i said anything...again.
I think it's time I learn how to manage my assets.
This holiday I feel that I spent way more money then I should have!
I shall make a list of things I done which I remember this holiday.
*Note: All expenses are rounded up.
500GB Seagate external HDD. - $180.
Braun Buffel Wallet. - $130.
Tailor shirt and pants. - $180.
Paintball outing. - $50.
Sakae sushi. - $20.
Pasta De Waraku. - $50.
Levi's Signature Jeans. - $70
Movies & Foods - ~$150
Total = $830!!!
Omg...this is shocking...
This amount is almost half a year of my allowance!
How am I ever gonna cover up for the spendings.
Holidays are the times which I spend most of the days at home,
And yet I spent the most money in this period!
Damn holidays.
I'm actually not as rich as I thought,
I'm just not good at managing money!
Next time let Xue er be the finance department head le.
When school starts I'm gonna scrimp and save to make ends meet already.
Oh...and then there's the shopping the week before holiday ends.
Darn.
HAPPINESSS IS COMING YOUR WAY!
I got the wrong pose!
