What makes a person become matured?
How do you define a mature person?
By the way they dress,
The job they have,
The things they do,
Or the way they present themselves?
I'm going to be 21 soon.
And,
It seems that I didn't have much, or any, accomplishments in life at all.
I have always been swimming around in my own little world of life,
I always thought I was a matured person,
Now that I think of it,
I'm really falling far behind in life.
6 years really changed people I used to know,
Seeing them having jobs,
Travelling around the world,
Doing 'adult' things like fine dining and pubbing and stuff.
None of which I see myself in now.
6 years,
And I'm still at right where I've started.
I didn't change at all.
It almost make me feel disgusted about myself.
While others are getting on with their lifes,
Having more exciting experiences.
I'm still stucked to school,
Wasting my time away on unnecessary stuff,
Games, dramas, latest craze, school, bgr.
All these are just not the main part of life.
Not the part where one assumes all responsibilities of oneself,
And start to strike out their futures,
Using their own hands.
You must first learn to take care of yourself,
Before you take others along in your ride of life.
I think it's high time I do something about my life,
And stop being a leech of society.
To become someone more reliable,
More responsible,
For you to lean on in the future.
I want to become matured.
...I can't even write a decent post.
