✖Older posts located in archive below.✖
Friday, November 19, 2010
I'm sorry I didn't do my best.
I pray that you be happy wherever you are now.
Love, Daddy.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
My day is fine, holiday today so no need work.
Wanted to go swim but monsoon season. Sad.
Monday, November 15, 2010
My definition of love...it's a hard topic.
If it's true love, no matter what situation both parties are in, they should still love each other just as much. You wake up everyday wanting more of the person you're in love with, much more than the day before.
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Well...this is an interesting topic!
Today I ate some Sticky sweets. Ate kway chup for lunch. Interesting fact, Vashie prefers kway chup with everything intestine. Since young my mum order it that way, so I naturally grew up thinking that kway chup consist of the kway and intestine. Only recently then I realise that kway chup got other meat, eggs and tau pok when I buy myself.
And as for dinner...Cup noodles. D:
Friday, November 12, 2010
I have the best mum in the world. Nobody can even come close to what my mum did for me and my siblings. Although we are not rich, she always make sure we live better than normal, get things we want, and be fair her children.
Dad is a jerk.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
My actual first love, can be considered an unforgettable one. I was immature enough to let things turned sour. It will always be a part of me which I will regret.
My first love taught me many things, and opened me up to this 枯燥乏味的生活。Looking back now, I truly seen colours with my first love but fail to grasp it.
Maybe because all that's left are memories, that's why it will always stay perfect. I cherished all our time together. 风风雨雨，喜怒哀乐，我都珍惜每一刻。Even when during the worst fight we have, I still cherished it because it's with her.
I was self centered, only thinking of myself all along. I never knew, how depressed and upset she became...and somewhere along the line, she even had thoughts of suicide because of me. All these, I didn't knew until it was too late. I'm sorry for being such a mental torture to you. Behind all the happy, cheerful and strong facade, there's actually a fragile heart which was entrusted to me...that I had forgotten to shower care and concern for.
The day I showed my temper, the time you turned your back against my back, the item I smashed you assembled, the key to my house you left silently on the table, the talk which we had that revealed things I never knew before, the tears which rolled down my cheek, the hands I reluctantly let go of...I can never forget. Never.
After you, I can never love the same way anymore. I knew firsts was always the most unforgettable...but I never knew that it will leave a scar so deep, time could never heal. The best years of memories of my life ended within 3 years.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Some people calls me Vashie, some other call me by Edwin. But just for you, since you read my blog, you can call me Tonight. ;x
I'm somewhat a gloomy person on the inside, but I think nobody should be affected by my mood, so I just have fun when people are around. I hate tensed or serious situations, why can't things always be fun and enjoyable? I tend to judge people heavily on first impressions. I find it hard to blend in with new people and surroundings. I hate changes.
Day 01 – Introduce yourself
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
Day 05 – Your definition of love
Day 06 – Your day
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A moment
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – What you wore today
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Another moment
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your aspirations
Day 30 – One last moment
Above all else,
Happy Birthday.
